loveless....

well, at last.. ak dh jumpe jwpn utk dri ak.. slame ni.. mmg ak mncarik2 jwpn why she didn't talk to me.. so, the answer is soooo simple. SHE HATES ME!!!! dh.. kn sng jwpn nyer tu.. hnye 3 words utk mnjwb persoalan yg trbuku kt hati ak ni..

firstly, ak nk ckp thanx a loadz to @b!d n ep! coz brjaya menyedarkn ak dri trus mnjd manusia yg sia-sia.. thanx u guys!!

ok. back to da main point. mule2, ak nk crite knape dyer ckp cmtu kt ak.. ok, act, dyer ok jer psl ak suke dyer.. ok, fine. but dyer sdey coz org len pown (bdk klas len) taw yg ak ske dyer.. so, ak rase la yg dyer ni x thn sgt kne pressure.. so, dyer gtaw yg maruah dyer cm ilang.. yg tu ak x phm. okla, kter smbg blek.. pastu dyer gtaw yg dyer benci ak bkn sbb ak ske dyer but ak x respect dyer.. okla... ak minx maap sesgt.. bende tu mmg ak x perasan.. dh ko pown 1. bler ak tegor, ade ko nk bg respons kt ak.. wey, ak dh cube mcm2 cara nk ckp ngan ko.. pastu ko yg wut2 mengelak dri ak.. pastu ko ckp ak x gentleman.. cmne ak nk ckp ngan ko.. dh ko ngelak dri jmpe ak.. eiisshh.. x phm tol la ngan dyer ni.. ok. ni ak nk ckp ak minx maap bnyk2 coz ak dh bnyk wut dyer sdey, tensen and anything yg skitkn ati dyer.. so, lps ni.. AK TAK AKAN TEGOR KO LAGI.. pndai2 la ko nk ckp ngan ak.. ak x heran klo ko x maapkn ak.. coz ak dh minx maap via sms. lg 1, ak x akn suke ko lg coz wut pe ak ske kt org yg btol2 benci ak.. btol x?? lps ni ak akn wut ko x wujud dlm idop ak even though kter 1 klas.. cmne ko wut kt ak tyme klas.. cmtu ak bls kt ko.. ak mmg jenis yg berdendam.. sori la ek.. so.. skg ak dh X AKAN TERHEGEH-HEGEH CARIK KO, MSG KO, SUKE KO, CINTA KO, NK 1 GROUP NGAN KO n anything relate ngan ko, NUR S@FF@ MU$F!R@H!!!!  ak akn delete no. tepon ko dlm sim kad ak.. cmne ak wut kt @'@ dlu.....

ok. dh la.. ak dh puas luahkn segala2nya dlm blog ni... so, lps ni ak x kn mudah trpikat kt any gurl coz kepercayaan ak kt gurl yg dlm mase 1 year ak bina, akhirnye runtuh x smpai 1 week......

p/s: nnt ak akn bg address blog ak kt sume bdk klas ak.. biar bg dyorg bace.. lg2, yg ak 'pernah' suke dlu.. ak nk dyer bace dri 1st post smpai last post ak wut.. biar dyer phm sket ati ak ni....

klas LWP 02H...

ok.. skrg ak nk crite psl klas ak.. well, sem ni.. ak still 1 klas ngan klasmate ak sem lps.. ok r tu.. dpt tgk muke n.s.m. lg... hehehe....  tp cm biase r.. dlm klas mesti ade conflict.. so, the story start......

ok, sem ni, ak pown x taw apsal.. ak cm lbey ceria n dh x senyap cm dlu.. x slh ak, 70% of lecturers yg mngajar klas ak dh knal ak.. yela ak pown bru elected jd treasurer utk klas ak sem ni..  skrg ni.. ak lg bnyk melepak ngan @fiey n @abid.. yela ktorg SBP.. lg 1, @fiey skg klasrep ak sem ni.. tp... dlm klas ak.. sume org leh dikatekn sume ak dh tegur.. except one........ pompuan yg pling ak ske n chenta dlm idop ak.. ak pown x taw apsal la ak x tegur dyer.. cm ade hijab halang ktorg utk interact btween us... cm x de point nk ckp ngan dyer.. FYI, 1 klas ak dh taw ak ske n.s.m. ni.. so, skg ak wut x kesah r..

ok, str8 2 da point.. psl conflict dlm klas.. sbnrnye, ktorg sume bdk2 laki tgh provoke 2 minah dlm klas ak ni.. x yh gtaw sape minah2 tu.. tp dyorg 2 sbnrnye mmber2 baek n.s.m. nk taw knape ktorg benci minah2 tu.. sbb dyer sng jer.. MULUT DYORG X DE INSURANS!!! selamber je fire org.. sealim-alim helmy tu pown x ske dyer.. cmne tu.. ak x ske dyorg atas alasan laen.. alasan ak, psl dyorg ni la.. smpai skg ak x bertegur ngan n.s.m. sbb tu la ak agk berdendam ngan dyorg..

so, tu je la ak nk story.. ak tgh demam balek ni.. bubye~~~

pilihan aku!

ok.. skg ak tgh bosan giler2.. so, tetibe ak trpikir nk express sumthin' kt blog ak ni.. well, ak rase da whole klas dh taw ak ske sape.. so, bende tu ak ngan dyer x bleh nk elakkn r.. dh jd scandal klas skg ni.. then, mmber2 ak pelik about sumthin.. apsal ak pilih n.s.m. rather than n.i.?! yela, naam pnh gtaw ak yg muke n.i. lg chomel n chantek dri n.s.m. tp ak still pilih n.s.m. ok, kt sini ak nk distinguish btwn n.i. & n.s.m.

N.I.
-dyer ni muke mmg la ak admit lawa..
-tp dyer pkai baju menampakkn lengan tgn dyer.. (hah! itu yg ak x ske tu..)
-then, tyme ak bg mcj kt dyer, dyer lmbt reply..

N.S.M.
-dyer ni dri pndgn org len, mmg org akn ckp dyer x chantek..
- tp dri pndgn ak, ak x taw apsal, ak tgk dyer ni chomeyl..
-lg 1, ak tgk dyer ni gi klas jrg pkai bju selain bju kurung.. so, x menampakkn lengan tgn dyer..
-dyer ni ade 1 characteristic yg terlampau special (yg ak sndri tgh discover) yg mmbuatkn ak tertarik kt dyer..
-then, bler ak mcj ngan dyer.. dyer pasti akn balas.. ( klo dyer x bls pown, ak sanggup tggu)

so, tu je la sbb naper ak pilih N.S.M. rather than N.I.
p/s: kpd org yg disebut di atas.. klo korg dh dpt taw blog ak.. hrp korg jgn jgn jgn jgn TERSINGGUNG. ak minx maap klo ak terkasar bhs tyme tulis kt blog ak ni..

RINDU...

well, mlm ni mlm yg pling pnjg sjrh idop kt uitm ni.. yela.. ptg td ak bantai tido dri kul 4.30ptg smpai 7.30mlm.. nyesal gk r tido ptg ni.. tp ak ade factor laen yg make me can't sleep tonite..

AKU TETIBE RINDU GILER KT DYER!!!!!

cmne la ak leh tetibe rindu kt dyer.. pelik gk ak.. x pnh ak rase rindu se-hardcore ni.. smpai x leh tido mlm.. siap kne demam lg tu.. gilo tol la ak ni.. ak asyik teringat senyuman chomey dyer je.. adoyai, mampos ak klo evry nite pe'el ak cmni.. ak pown tnye mmbr ak, abid, ape la cara to overcome rindu ak ni.. pastu dyer sroh ak bnyk berdoa.. dyer kte doa la pd Allah spya Allah hntr kerinduan 2 pd org yg dirindui.. so, da result is org tu akn rindu kt kter.. dyer ckp lg, maybe org tu akn teringatkn kter.. klo x pown, dyer mimpi nmpk muke kter.. heheheh..
  so, skg ni ak nk g solat.. nk tenangkn hati n pkrn.. bubye..~

DEMAM...

ok.. skg ak tgh study law sem 2. more tougher than i thought.. bnyk assignment nk kne wut.. so, tu la psl ak kne demam ni.. yela.. like usual.. biler kter kt tmpt bru, kter x dpt lari dri kne flu, batuk or demam.. coz our body need to  menyesuaikn dri ngan tmpt bru..

dri segi saintifik, mmg tu la puncanyer.. dri pndngn ak sndri lak.. ak demam coz ak tetibe rindu kt dyer.. yela, dh lme x jmpe dyer (ade la dlm 2 bln). pastu, bler start klas, bru ak jmpe dyer.. mne x nyer.. dh ak ngan dyer 1 klas.. hahaha..

ok.. 1 day, mdm c@r0l sroh ktorg symbolize ourselves.. so, ak pown jd org prtama yg present kt dpn.. symbol ak smiley.. coz ak ske senyum.. padahal sbnrnye ak lg ske klo dyer senyum.. chomey.. hahaha.. so, ak pown sesaje wut lwk kt dpn klas.. sbnrnye, ak mmg sengaje nk wut lwk kt da whole klas supaya ak dpt melihat dyer senyum.. then, dyer lak dtg kt dpn.. dyer symbolize herself as a chocolates.. haaaa.. tu yg bez tu.. ak pown dgr je la evry word yg kuar kt mulut dyer.. tp yg peliknyer.. tyme dyer tgh present kt dpn.. mata dyer always pndg tepat kt ak.. ak pown pelik gk. tp ak wut bodo je.. ak pkr maybe dyer pndg bnde laen kowt.. tp pndgn dyer tu tepat kt ak n mdm c@r0l.. so, pastu ak trus kne demam.. hahahaha....

well, skg ak dh taw ape ke bnde la dyer pling ske.. CHOCOLATES.. so, dgn ini.. ak akn  try my bez to give her chocolates FERRERO ROCHER(ntah btol ke x ak eja ni).. g mampos la.. org ckp ak mmbazir ke ape.. aslkn ak puas ati.. then, 1 day, ak pasti akn propose dyer.. hehehe.. plan tu dh ader.. juz wait n see..
coz sjk ak jmpe dyer, ak dh x pndg pompuan laen.. n ak mmg btol2 nk dyer.. klo ak dpt smbg degree pown.. ak akn crik dyer smpai dpt eventhough maybe ak ngan dyer laen klas.. coz ak mmg btol btol btol btol btol ske ske ske ske N chenta chinta cinta kt dyer sahaja.