SECONDS TO REMEMBER

SECONDS TO REMEMBER


the petals of flower doesn't bloom anymore
the sun is too shy to rise anymore
maybe my teardrops heavily falls again
or maybe your love still chained in my heart

the song that we created can't be played again
no matters how much I've cleaned up the record
maybe I forgotten much of its lyrics
or maybe you are the song for both of us

oh baby, why it is so early
you left me without any signs
you makes me stranded in my own heart
I really need you in my whole life

oh baby, why it is so late
for me to find any good signs
that led me to your disappearance
please baby, I really need you

the diary that both of us always write
that keeps our sweet memories together
its ink become faded away as time goes by
and  I couldn't do anything but cry

do you remember about the teddy bear
the only gift that you always cuddle with
the best gift that I ever gave to you
now it also disappeared from my sight


oh baby, why it is so early
you left me without any signs
you makes me stranded in my own heart
I really need you in my whole life

oh baby, why it is so late
for me to find any good signs
that led me to your disappearance
please baby, I really need you

oh, baby
I'm still loving you
oh my sweet baby,
I'm miss you...

BECAUSE I LOVE YOU

lyric ni ak dh lme wat tp bru skrg nk publish kt blog ak.. this is the first RAP lyric that i ever made.. baru la aku taw yg wat lyric rap ni lg susah dri wat lyric lgu biasa. so, dh tentu la lyric ak ni ntah ape-ape ntah.. layan je la lyric yg berterabur ni

Because I Love You

when love is not forever
you tell me that I was wrong
it seems you're totally right
but the truth is always there
you have friends that wanna help you
help to hide your fucking lie
they doesn't know the ugly truth
they'll said BFF forever and ever
but they're the real backstabber
baby, please don't go

you tell them i'm a liar
you tell them i'm a fool
you tell them i'm an asshole
but i don't care what you said
because i'm still loving you

you sat on the bench alone
I came just to accompany you
you shed your tears on my shoulder
well, it's really feel so good but
when your friends come to you
you accused me that I'm a bad guy (ooh, that's fuck)
all good things I've done disappear
disappear from your fucking mind
but the only thing I can say
all I've done just because of you

you tell them i'm a liar
you tell them i'm a fool
you tell them i'm an asshole
but I really don't care what you said
because I'm still loving you

Shit! why I still believing you
why i still wanna loving you
I know all of this shit is a fucking lie
when you completely used me
you wanna to throw me away
you give me a fucking damn reasons
just to make me feel fucking guilty
but i don't care what you said
I'm like a slave obey all your words
because I'm really love you

you tell the I'm a liar
you tell them I'm a fool
you tell them I'm an asshole
but but i don't care what you said
because I still loving you
because I love you

well, di sini aku nak mintak maaf coz lyric aku ni full of foul-mouthed words. tp, utk bg feel wat lgu rap, aku terpaksa letak explicit words. I'm sorry...

Now Or Never

dh setahun ak x tulis dlm blog ak ni.. lps kjadian org tipu ak dlu, tetibe idea nk tulis lirik ni dtg balik...

NOW OR NEVER

The time has come 

Truth must be accepted

You'll never be her part

Part of her happy life

It's now or never 

You need to leave her

The pain that you must bear

Like stabbed by thousands of daggers

She had cheated on you

She never accepting you

She only used you

to get what she ever wanted

It's now or never

You need to leave her

The pain that you must bear

Like stabbed by thousands of daggers

Now, go and find another one

Who is always by your side

Who is sincere as you do

Who is never cheated on you

It's now or never......

summarizing life in part of degree of BCA

ok.. setelah begitu lame ak x menulis dlm blog ni.. akhirnye... ak kembali menulis... itu pon coz ak tgh tension giler sekarang ni.. x taw naper kepale jd berat semacam.. idop mnjadi bdk degree ni mmg mencabar.. baru la skg ak taw cmne style study hard, study smart, cmne nak pilih kwn, ape effect klo salah pilih kwn n many more..

first skali ak nak bgtaw yg exam ak lg 6 hari (cuak dowh) tp ak baru blaja sket.. itu yg lg merisaukan ak lg ni.. so, ak x nak study ape coz subjek pling susah is accounting.. aku dh la x der basic account.. pastu kene blaja bende payah ni lg... tensen nye idop!! target nak dpt 3.5 CGPA.. cmne nk capai target nih??!!

ok lg 1 ak nk citer ni psal nak carik member.. dri awal kiter kne carik kwn blaja!! sumpah! bende ni pling penting! jgn jd cam ak! ak dh cm tersalah pilih kwn ak lg penting kan kwn ketawa dri kwn blaja. end up, ak jd mangsa.. biler wut assgmnt, mereka akan lepas tngn.. dyorg sume brgantung kt ak utk siapkn keje.. pastu markah kongsi samarata.. itu yg ak agak x suke.. org len usaha.. dyer pon tumpang name.. Fk it!

lg 1, tyme ak gi indon, ak gi 1 trip ngan family mmber ayahku. so, ntah cmne perasaan cinta yg dh lme ilang dri diri ak tetibe dtg blik.. tu yg wut ak jd x keruan!! Fk! cmne la ak leh jatuh ati ngan bdk skola!! Fk!!!

okla, rasenyer berat kt kepale cm dh ilang sket.. ok bye!~

liverpool fc vs malaysia

woohoo.. dapat gak aku tiket tgok livpool vs mlaysia!! semuanyer dri ayah ak.. dyer mintak kt kwn dyer 4 tiket. then, ak pegi stadium ngan ayah ak, pakcik ak n anaknyer.. mule-mule masuk stadium, pergh!! ramai siot kopites! ak yg g awal pown x dpt dok tmpat premium tp bear n chi dpt.. x gune tol! ak terpaksa dok kt ats skali penat siot naik tangga!!

then, start lah livpool vs malaysia. ak bwk bju livpool dlm beg tp ak pkai jersey mlaysia kaler biru.. pastu bapak ak blikn mafla livpool vs mlaysia.. RM30 tuu.. bler malysia gol, ak julang mafla design kuning. bler livpool gol, ak terbalikkn mafla tu kaler merah.. sume org dlm stadium sorak either livpool or mlaysia scored goals.. so, resultpown korg taw kn livpool menang 6-3. pergh!! x rugi g stadium tgok 9 gol! bler dh abes, sume org nyanyi lagu 'you'll never walk alone' terharu siot. rase dh cm kt Anfield plak.

pastu tyme balik tu susah. ktorg g n balik naik lrt!! pergh lrt cam sardin! sume org nak masuk lrt dh cam zombie ak tgok. kt dlm lrt tu sume pkai bju merah. pastu nyanyi lagu liverpool! liverpool! pastu ak trus balek umah.. sumpah best tgok livpool n mlaysia

tp ader gak fan x puas ati ngan coach n striker mlaysia. dyorg ckp ktorg x patriotik sbb ktorg pkai bju merah.. ekleh! mmg la ktorg pkai bju merah. yela sbb livpool dtg skali je kt mlaysia. pastu striker mlaysia bangga sbb brjay jaring gol sbb semangat man utd bkn malaysia. ntah ape2 ntah! sepatotnyer, kter x pyh support sesape yg support man utd. bler dyer score je, sepatutnyer sume wat bodo! jgn smpai fan mlysia kurg sbb 2 manusia ni.. okla ak nk chow ni bye!~

kemaafan...

ok.. asasi dh nk melabuhkn tirainyer... so, ak sbnrnye agak sdey.. tp nk wut cmner.. hidop mesti diteruskn.. keep moving on m!r0l3!!!! so, kt sini ak nk susun doploh jari yg ak still ader ni 4 mintak maap bebnyk kt sume frens ak especially N.S.M. coz sudi jd kwn ak spnjg asasi ni.. ak taw ak bnyk wut silap kt ko.. ak slalu wut ko pressure, tension, rase cm nk nanges, teraniaya, cm dipergunakan, rase diri x dihormati n more... so, ak merayu lg skali tlong la sesngat maapkn ak..

n to all my LWP02H frens, thank a loadz coz jd mmber ak n lyn ak.. korg la member ak yg mantap sepanjang ak dok dlm asasi. korg la yg bnyk mengajar ak kehidupan.. lg2 kehidupan bersama2 pompuan (yela, ak kn dlu skola laki...) korg la klasmates yg mantap.. n thanx sbb bg trust korg kt ak 4 lantik ak jd treasurer korg in sem 2 ni.. korg sume mmg MANTAP!!! so, ak hrp pandai2 la korg sume jage diri korg.. hopefully, kter sume dpt jumpe balek sem  depan.. even though sekor2 ntah fly g mne2 faculty ker.... InsyaAllah...

to all my dormmatez, 1412, korg pon mantop jugak!! ak pon nk mintak maap bnyk2 sbb jd teman sebilik ak sepanjang asasi ni..  dgn korg gak ak blaja true meaning of life.. di saat ak susah, korg dtg kt ak... tlong ak setakat yg korg mampu... mmg ak ckp TRIMAS BEBANYAK N GUD LUCK tyme exam nnt.. ak ingat lgi tyme ak gaduh ngan N.S.M., chi dtg kt ak.. dyer tlong tenangkn ati ak.. member laen pon sme gak... Abid pon slalu tlong ak supaya bersame smula ngan N.S.M. naam lak, ko la satu-satunyer dormmate ak dri 1st tyme ak dtg uitm smpai nk abes asasi ni... ak ingat lg tyme maggi ko kne cilok ngan beruk kt kenanga... bear, ko pon sme.. ko antara org pling cepat rapat ngan ak.. yela, ko smss, ak ssas.. so, snang kamceng la kter.. lgpon kter ni 1 kem btn tyme skola dlu.. epi, ko la org 1st yg taw ak ske sape kt uitm ni.. ko pon org antara rpt ngan ak kt dlm klas.. azzad, ak ckp thanx bebnyak sbb ko la yg bnyk ngajar ak maen gitar..(wlaupun ak maen pon x seberape terer) reko, wlaupon ak rapat ngan ko bru 1 sem je (itu pon sbb ko dormmate ak) tp ko gak r bnyk hiburkn ati ak... jamal, ko lak slalu berada tyme ak nk crite rahsia2 klas ngan ko... ak bnyk kongsi rahsia ngan ko.. lgpon sejak sem 2 ni.. asyik2 kter je sme2 kerja keras utk bg yg terbaek 4 our klas... so, ak nk ckp trimas bebnyk...

to all my uitm's fren yg knal ak... ak ckp trimas bebnyk n mintak maap klo ak ade wut silap... tp trimas la sbb tegur ak n jdi member ak...

to all fighters0509 at uitm.. zain, syuk, ayeng kelin, n awie.. x sangke, kter jumpe lg kt uitm ni... haha!! tp ak tetap nk mintak maap kt korg even though korg dh mmber ngan ak 7 thn dh.. zain, ayeng, awie... lps ni kter ilang sorg lg kwn kt uitm ni... syuk sbb dyer kptm.. so, dyer kne la further study kt luar.. syuk, jge diri bebaek kt luar sne 2... to zain, awie n ayeng, kter je la fighters 0509 yg amek law kt uitm.. so, wut la yg terbaek utk kter teruskn legasi fighters0509 kt uitm ni.. x kn fighters0509 ilang kt uitm ni...

so, ak nk mintak maap bebnyk kt sume kt uitm ni ntrimas 4 ajar ak erti kehidupan kt dunia ni.... bubye sume~ hopefully kter dpt jumpe lg.. x kesah la kt mner2 pon...

miss (rindu)...

asasi law dh nk abes. so, nk x nk, ak kne la start bukak buku baru.. so, bler ingat balek kenangan dlu... ade yg sweet, n mesti la ader yg sdey...

sbnrnye ape yg aku nk tulis ni... TETIBE! perasaan yg dh lme ak buang.. at last dtg blek kt ak.. perasaan Chenta! ak pon x phm.. dh nk dekat exam ni la.. perasaan yg pling ak takut tu dtg blek.. yela, klo ye pon nk dtg blek, bg la perasaan chenta ak tu kt org len... tp, perasaan chenta kt n.s.m yg dtg blek kt ak..

ape bala la yg ak kne trime ni.. dh nk dekat 1 sem dh, ak try lupe kn dyer.. dh nk dekat 1 sem, ak ngan dyer x brtegor.. cmne la  perasaan ni leh dtg kt ak.. yela, ak admit td tyme klas, dyer chantek semacam.. tp x yah smpai perasaan chenta tu dtg blek kt ak..

skg, tetibe, cm ak wut flashback kenangan sweet n bitter tyme bersame ngan dyer (as member ok!).. tp, nk wut cmne kn, ak x leh pakse org suke ak.. so, biar je perasaan ni berlalu cm angin.. dh ak pon x de jodoh ngan dyer.. (wut mase skrg la).. ak ingat lg org pernah ckp," lelaki yg baek 4 pompuan yg bek". so, dh terang2 ak cm x leh bersame ngan dyer.. yela, dyer baek, solehah.. ak plak, jahat, n x hormat dyer..

so, biar je la perasaan chenta ak kt dyer brlalu... ak juz kne wut bodo je..  tp dlm ati tu ade gak rase nk ckp mintak maap kt dyer face-to-face.. tp ak x taw bler n mase yg seswai nk wut cmtu.. so, nnt2 la ak mintak maap kt dyer.. yela, abes asasi ni ak pon x kompom lg smbung BLS ke x... dyer kompom la smbung.. dyer pndai, ak x pndai.. mne la matching ktorg berdua ni.. so, ak need to find a suitable time n place for me to apologize towards her... n.s.m.~